I miss my family.

Where is my family.

I hope they’re safe and I love them.

Where is my family.





I really enjoy being alone. I feel like I can think more.

I really don’t like being lonely.

The problem is, I want to be with people, but sometimes I get drained so quickly.. it’s like I want to be with you but it’s mentally draining for some reason.

When I say I love you, I mean it. I love my family so, so, much. SO SO much. I love you, I love you, I love you. It’s just hard to be around people sometimes.

I guess its something I have to grow into.

I hope everyone is well 🙂


Peace & love,

Flickering Candles 🙂


Youth Gatherings – Gatherings In General

So, I like to believe I’m a pretty open person and that I enjoy being around others.

So when I hear of a gathering, I’m like: “Ok! this is going to be great and fantastic and I’m going to have a lot of fun and have a lot of friends.”

The next thing I know, something comes up – a possibility I hadn’t realized. And one that isn’t attractive to me. Suddenly, I don’t know how to deal.

It’s like I’m all set to do this – I’m excited, I’m happy, everything is good. And then – BAM. And it’s like, what?

I keep telling myself it’s all in my head.



Flickering Candles



1 July 2013

Hello all 🙂

I am currently breaking down the message from The House. Which consists of writing one paragraph per page and defining words that I don’t understand or words we should go over, and occasionally writing questions to go with each paragraph to help us delve deeper.

I’m hoping that when my relatives come back from vacation they’ll go through it with me, to help each other grow and get ready for the up-coming conference. Whoo!!

So far, so good 🙂

I hope everyone is doing well.



Flickering Candles

P.s. I’m finding the error of my ways. I’m working on fixing them.

I’m Cooking For Myself

Sing to the song “Looking 4 Myself” by Usher

So hello everyone!

I have to make supper for meself tonight, and I have a good-sized rainbow trout with me.

Mmm mmm good! Right?

I don’t know how to cook rainbow trout so I’m looking for recipes online.

It should be fun though! The funnest part will be eating it though 😉

I’m also trying to eat healthier but when I went to get food I forgot to get lettuce.      (lettuce is a big deal for me, aiight?!)

but I also bought cinnamon raisin bagels for breakfast. those are healthy, right?

……….. and a processed pizza…..

so we can conclude that I’m not perfect, but at least I’m eating a fish tonight 🙂

I’m actually really excited about eating this fish.




I hope you’re day is going lovely and that your food choices are good for you and tasty, and that your family and your animals are doing well, and that you keep reading my blog 😛

Also please feel free to comment! I like hearing from you 🙂