So, I like to believe I’m a pretty open person and that I enjoy being around others.
So when I hear of a gathering, I’m like: “Ok! this is going to be great and fantastic and I’m going to have a lot of fun and have a lot of friends.”
The next thing I know, something comes up – a possibility I hadn’t realized. And one that isn’t attractive to me. Suddenly, I don’t know how to deal.
It’s like I’m all set to do this – I’m excited, I’m happy, everything is good. And then – BAM. And it’s like, what?
I keep telling myself it’s all in my head.